We’ve all heard the saying you got to start somewhere, to which I would add starting is better than overthinking where you start. Time spent not taking action is time wasted which might not mean much in the grand scheme of things, but you’ll probably look back at the hesitation laughing at yourself. Nothing is permanent. You can only improve once you have something to work with.
At the end of the day, what is the one thing that helps you sleep well at nigh? Did you do what’s right? Did you go the extra mile? Have you powered through the day despite all likelihood of doing so?
Now that you’ve found something that makes you feel proud of yourself, try and think about the other part of the spectrum. How can you improve? What can you improve? Where do you feel like you’ve really let yourself down? Only you can change that. Start today.